Monday, October 10, 2005
blah feeling
Back from the beach, working etc. Have not felt much like blogging lately I think that I need to though. I feel like my life is on a downward spiral and not sure why. I just get the feeling that I am not moving the way I need to go and am afraid to try to figure out the correct way to go. I re-read this and it is confusing to me. I am just not ready to continue with my life. I think I need to continue mourning for longer. No matter how hard I try not to.
# posted by kevin @ 7:50 PM 
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Hi Kevin: I am about a year 'ahead' of you, if you wanna call it that, when it comes to the loss of your soulmate. The blahs are very normal, and I'd almost worry about you if you didn't feel that. YOu and Susie were together for a long time. It's ok to take things very slow. Or, to not do anything at all. Susie sounds like she's looking out for you. Just don't 'settle'. You'll never have another Susie, but, it's ok to be very careful, picking out the 'best' chocolate you can find.
Now, this is dating advice from a widow too afraid of going on a date with anyone! So, it's worth nothing :) But, anyway, it's ok to be blah. I like to think that you gotta be blah, in order to get to the good parts. It's an ebb and a flow.
Anyway, this stinks, doesn't it? Do you ever get mad at Susie for not being here? I know she couldn't help it. But, is that a reaction you ever have?
Rose
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Now, this is dating advice from a widow too afraid of going on a date with anyone! So, it's worth nothing :) But, anyway, it's ok to be blah. I like to think that you gotta be blah, in order to get to the good parts. It's an ebb and a flow.
Anyway, this stinks, doesn't it? Do you ever get mad at Susie for not being here? I know she couldn't help it. But, is that a reaction you ever have?
Rose
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